Today has been a great day! Cannon and I went to hear the baby's heartbeat which he says sounds like "pah pump, pah pump". We did a little shopping and enjoyed a nice "heathy" lunch at one of my favorite new places Five Guys, which is totally not my kind of place under normal circumstances, non-pregnant that is.
Anyway, my little companion and I had a great day. This was one of the first times that I have really felt like I was out my a "companion" and not a Mommy out with a toddler. We had great conversations, laughed and really enjoyed each other's company.
It has been one of those days that has me feeling guilty about rocking this little boy's world in the next few weeks.
Today ,I am thinking about how few moments are left in his life where he is the center of our little family, where he can have all the attention most of the time, where he can bask in our undivided attention, where we notice every new word and accomplishment. I feel like by bringing this new baby in the world, that Cannon somehow might get cheated...cheated on time, cheated on love, cheated on attention. Am I going to miss all these "little things" that amaze me about this child on a daily basis?
Today has me wondering if Three is a Crowd...