Today I took TWO home pregnancy tests and they were both positive.
Does this mean we are pregnant? I think so!
About 8 months ago Brett and I decided we'd leave the baby thing up to God. We both knew we were not "ready" to be parents but we also knew we never wanted to "try" to get pregnant. I know there are couples that experience a lot of pain and disappointment while trying and (selfishly) Brett and I never wanted to feel that. We knew that one day we would want a child and we would leave the timing up to God.
Over the last few months, there have been moments when I thanked God that we were not pregnant. Moments when I was overwhlelmed with work, life and knew I could not handle it. In those moments I continued to pray that when He decided to give us a little miracle that I WOULD be READY! I still do not feel ready! I am so glad that He is in control and not me!
As I write this no one knows but Brett and I. It is special sharing a secret with just him.
As I write this no one knows but Brett and I. It is special sharing a secret with just him.
Our 1st appointment is scheduled for June 25th. Then we will get to see "him" for the first time.
We plan to tell our parents Father's Day weekend. A little sooner than we'd like but we thought it would be wonderful "gift" to give our fathers.
The estimated arrival date January 29, 2008.